When will the "all-night chills" start? Chaela won't do it tomorrow night because...because Brian is going to Atlanta. But Rob's parents are going to be out of town damnit! I mean, it doesn't get much sweeter than that. Then again, he is soon moving into a place of his own (welllll...with Newbie...). So I don't know why I am worrying. I know that things will fall into place when they are needed to be there. Geeze, I just don't know if it will be soon enough. Not talking to Rob is killing me.
Newbie is a really nice guy. Not anything like what Amy made him out to be. I really like him. I mean, as a friend of course.
I don't think I really want to say anything to Rob. I am not going to break his heart. I know now that I don't like him. I miss last summer. But...not Rob...no. Not ar all.
I wish I had more vivid memories from last summer, so...here's what we did tonight (probably didn't really make any memories...but whatever...). We went to Brian's and ate pizza for a little while and the Newbie drove my car around and we went to pick up Travis and then to the little fair. I only got to see Rob for like, 2 seconds. I really don't know if I am ever going to get to see him. Shit. He's always working. I really COULD just stay there by myself tomorrow night...ehh...maybe not. I just don't know. It is possible.
Damnit, I have to work the car wash tomorrow. Both the soccer one and the student counsel one. Shit shit shit. School sucks a lot. So does not getting to talk to Rob. It is bothering me *so* badly.
I need to talk to Chaela.