Wow. Okay. This is *weird*. It is like time stood still. Completely still. EXACTLY 10 months ago (oooookay...tomorrow...but whatever...close enough) is when I first met Rob. And all of them. Yet, too much is all the same as before. Same feelings about him now that I had 10 months ago. *SHiT* No, no. Not good. Can't deal with that. Fuuuuuuuck. Everything I just wanted to say, I have said to Jess, so I will just copy & paste.

r8ch88 (10:46:39 AM): gaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

GizmoJNW (10:46:50 AM): What be the matter?

r8ch88 (10:47:02 AM): buTTerflies....

r8ch88 (10:47:07 AM): Flutterbies...

r8ch88 (10:47:10 AM): grrr

GizmoJNW (10:47:10 AM): Why for?

GizmoJNW (10:47:15 AM): Rob?

r8ch88 (10:47:19 AM): :-

r8ch88 (10:47:20 AM): fuck

GizmoJNW (10:47:33 AM): *Awwwww*

r8ch88 (10:47:57 AM): ...last summer...too much...like it...just like it...nothing has changed in...10 months...

GizmoJNW (10:48:09 AM): Explain

r8ch88 (10:48:50 AM): okay...

r8ch88 (10:49:58 AM): 10 months ago EXACTLY from tomorrow is the 1st time i ever met rob. 10 months ago, was the 1st time i started liking him. we were @ his house and hung out until like 12, and then i came home and listened to 3some by fenix tx and wrote about it in my diary. yeah, what am i doing right now?

r8ch88 (10:50:03 AM): listening to that song and writing

r8ch88 (10:50:06 AM): byt seriously...

r8ch88 (10:50:09 AM): *but

r8ch88 (10:50:41 AM): nothing has changed with these guys @ ALL!!!!! the exact same as before. its like, while we were going through all of this drama and shit @ school for 9 months, nothing happened with them

r8ch88 (10:50:44 AM): not fair

GizmoJNW (10:51:53 AM): Why are they the same?

r8ch88 (10:52:30 AM): i don't know. they are all still BEST FRIENDS, doing the same stuff (going to rob;s...kroger runs..."chillin") acting the exact same

r8ch88 (10:52:45 AM): only i don't know if i am starting to like rob or if i am just falling in love w/ last summer.

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