Anyways, my day/night didn't go *quite* as planned. But I must say it was better.
(Okay this is odd. Every time I go to drink my water, I have to smell it first.)
First I got online and randomly i.m.ed Jess. I know that IF I make plans with her then it's hard for me to follow through. That's just the way it always works out with her. So I picked her up @ 2:40. We just rode around and talked and she told me stuff about Brandon that just CLiCKED with me and made me realize why I can't like him. Why two people so different can't be together. It just made sense.
But for all I know, it could change. My feelings do that often.
So, we finally parted ways around 7:15 and Tabby called me to see if I wanted to do something when she got back into town. So around 8:15~ish she called and we went to Chik~Fil~A and ate. Well, I had a brownie. I always thought they looked like they'd be awesome, but to be honest, they weren't.
Then we went to Fran's for a little while. I don't know. I love hanging out with Tanner and Mere and Fran and all of them more than anything!!! But it sucks how I always feel like no one calls me. It's like, I don't know. I am "hanging on" to be their friends. IF that makes sense.
Like, in a frat or something, you have to like, try and be your best in order to get in. And I kind of feel like that way with them. I know I am their friend, and that's not what I am syaing. But I don't know. I feel like I'm not really in their group. I am thinking stupid thoughts.
Then after Fran's, Tab and I went on our big secret mission. "Project: Driveway Reflectors"!! *LOL* Hahahaha.
I can't wait to go to Kansas!!! I love being out of school.
I need to go running in the morning.