I throw people away from me. As far away as possible. I know why people hate me. I understand. That's why even when people hate me, I usually don't HATE them back. I have only hated 3 people in my life. All with good reason (note-if you're reading this, odds are, you AREN'T one of those people...).
Sometimes I wish I was brave.
I wish I was stronger.
Wish I could feel no pain.
Wish I was young.
Wish I was shy.
I wish I was honest.
Wish I was you, not I.
Cause I feel so mad.
I feel so angry.
Feel so callused.
So lost, confused again.
Feel so cheap.
So used, unfaithful.
Let's start over.
Let's start over.
Sometimes I wish I was smart.
I wish I made cures for how people are.
I wish I had power.
I wish I could lead.
I wish I could change the world for you and me.
Cause I feel so mad.
I feel so angry.
Feel so callused.
So lost, confused again.
Feel so cheap.
So used, unfaithful.
Let's start over.
Let's start over.