God. Damnit. I just got off of the phone with Newbie. It sucks. The empty feeling. I hate it. I hate being this age. Because this is how its going to feel when school starts. Nothing to talk about. Nothing in common for the day. And then the day becomes a week. And then a month. And then goodbye. No time for one another. Neither one wanting to make time for the other.

Tomorrow is one month. I want to see him and to lie in his arms. But I have stuff to do. And he has stuff to do. And we're busy. And I don't want to make time for him. And he doesn't want to make time for me.

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