My eyes are burning so much from crying and crying. What the hell is my problem? Maybe I have some sort of chemical imbalance. Tonight was the worst. Wow. I cannot imagine anyone reading this. I would really like to know who does. (hint: tell me! [email protected]!!) The fact that I wore pants tonight will continually be rubbed in my face. I mean, not that. The fact that I didn't go. I was hoping it wouldn't be a great time. But everyone seems to have had a lot of fun. I have 2 years left to go to it though...I think. I hope.