quick memories.
[ 2001-12-31 - 2:30 a.m]

i heard a song that i haven't heard since this summer and a thousand memories came at me at once. i have to remember them.

my eyes burning from being so tired. rob's house is quiet. the sun hasn't been up long. it's hot in rob's room and the little fan is going. no one is there. i leap on the bed. then amy. then rob. it's even hotter with us all on it, but we're tired.**i wake up and look around. brian and brad are on the hardwood floor. i fall back asleep.**amy and i leave after sleeping for a while. we both don't feel good because we only got 2 hours of sleep and we ate burger king for breakfast. she has to work. we promise to chill later that night, as usual.

i don't really remember this one that much:

it's after school and we're both tired and the car is hot as hell. i don't have soccer. i don't remember why. we drive on the back roads to burger king. everyone is there. we pull up and sit in our normal spots under the windows. they make it even hotter. i think it's a friday. we rode there with the windows down.

and this one is only a clip of a memory:

it's the summer still. night time. everyone is cleaning up. and amy didn't have to work that night. i was wearing jeans and flip-flops. i took the flip-flops off in the car. and the windows are down. and we pull into the parking lot.

i have so many i could keep on going now. the rest are only clips.

daniel and i are sitting outside of schlotsky's talking about my intense hatred of chad. i stand up and scrape the hell out of my leg. i still have a scar.

chaela got the call that her grandpa was sick. we pull into the steak 'n shake parking lot and she starts crying. we pull back out and go to the wendy's park. she cries and we sit on the trunk of amy's car and hug her. we were best friends.

the first time i ever hung out. amy and i walk in and there are so many people in rob's tiny room. i didn't think i could ever remember everyone's name. rob, brian, travis, brad, daniel, dito, mikey, chris, andrew, of course chaela, sonya, amy,...

rob took me to the fork and told me how much he liked me. i saw 14 shooting stars. and then we went to dunkin' donuts with chaela and daniel.

10 "all-night chills" we had.

but i think i'll stop.

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