its only been 3 days.
[ 2003-10-11 - 12:32 a.m.]

ahh. who is supposed to be in rochester? me. who isnt in rochester? me, annelise, and johnny. im so sorry.

the summary of the worst 3 days ever (short version.).

i didnt go to bed on tuesday night due to the fact that i had to drive home after the AWESOME show on tuesday and i had class at 7am. i didnt sleep all day because i had to run errands and get ready. i met up with brandon and we went to see fall out boy. (who i should be seeing tomorrow.) i got back from that at 11 thinking "yesss! i can go to bed." wrong. fire trucks + dorm = fire in the basement and not being allowed back into the dorms until monday.

so i became homeless. i called the only person i knew (because mr. bood got a new phone. lamester.) and wound up going there at 1:00-ish. matt got there at 1:30 and i went with him to steak 'n shake until 4:30. (no sleep count now up to 43 hours.) we watched a movie until 6:30. (annelise: glory fades.) slept until 9:30. this is now 3 hours of sleep in 48 hours.

i left there and drove to clarksville to shower and went back to being homeless. then beth came there to go to wild oats and she left at 8:30. i worked on being homeless some more. (ie. hanging out in various places: library, computer lab, wal-mart, steak 'n shake.) i actually slept in a parking lot for a while. matt called at 12:30 and i went there and fell asleep again.

and then i slept until 10:30. note: i had an exam at 8. she let me take it, but i failed so so so so so badly. i dont ever want to go back to school. im ready to drop out. sad part of this story: im serious.

wait. it gets so much better.

so. im tired and sad due to other random events. (ie. STG...GF.) [i <3 girl code talking.] i actually cried while driving to chicago. im actully in the middle of crying and listening to the distance by N1F (fucking amazing) when i see the car in front of my drive over a piece of tire in the road. and then i see it fly up and go through my windshield. and glass go everywhere. including my face. and hands.

so, the summation is the following: i cant go to rockchester. the trip thats been planned for a month. the one last thing i had to look forward to. and because of me, annelise and johnny cant go. and beth cant get her cookies to a boy. and i am still tired.

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