I can't talk to you yet. If a good guy like you thinks that way, what do the 'assholes' (as you call them) I chase after think? Thats a painful thought.
1. Pack my room up.
2. Clean my room/bathroom.
3. Get "Senior" pictures made.
4. Clean my car.
5. Pack for 10 days of anti-Clarksville.
6. Get car food with Beth.
7. Go to Nashville to look into getting my 'invitations' made.
8. Get my camera with my mom.
9. ...other errands with my mom. (+ some with Beth.)
10. Figure out a way to make a boy fall in love with me.
But for now. Now...I just make lists.