my looks.
[ 2002-04-09 - 6:23 p.m.]
I have been in a weird mood lately. I don't really like myself all that much. I am happy with the friends that I have, but everything else about me is ugh. I mean, I don't ever give a damn about what I look like. And maybe I should. Maybe I wear Goodwill shirts a little too often. And maybe I should wear makeup. But maybe I don't care.
Maybe I don't care because I know my friends like me for me and well, I have FINALLY realized that there are NO guys that I will ever date while living in the city of Clarksville. As long as I have the rep that I have. I mean, hell, you are reading the diary of a real living legend.
Maybe I just don't like the way I am.
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