+feeling pretty emo about the fact that the one person i wanted to talk to was all about avoiding the talking thing.

+i was hungry.

+so i came back here and ate peanut butter.

+and we had nothing to drink.

tonights highs:

+c.j.'s sad lullaby song.

+seeing brandon being happy about the fact that he wasnt playing in a basement or at the jaycees building.

+talking to nic.

+johnny hollawayback makes my friend happy.

+a 'slow' dance song.

+copeland will be here sunday. even if i dont have someone to hold my hand during brightest, i can still remember the night of champagne and frozen fruit, tuck everlasting and chocolate chip cookies, crying and laughing.