we were only freshmen.
[ 2003-04-22 - 5:43 p.m.]

My life is a little bit different. I am single for the first time in almost a year. But it is in a good way. We've decided, mutually, to be friends. And I'm mostly happy. I still have a vacant spot in my chest, but it will go away. I hope.

Today was...interesting...

I felt like I was floating or something the entire day. I got NO sleep last night. I seriously went to bed at four. I'm fixing to go to bed now, and wake up in a couple of hours.

I have SO much on my mind. And its not going anywhere. At all. I love Katie and Danny for telling me to wait and that things look good...but I don't know HOW LONG I can wait.

*To those who haven't read yesterday's entry, go.

TAKING BACK SUNDAY CONCERT IS ON THURSDAY! I can't wait. You guys don't know. And Northstar is in a little over a month! :o)

So, apparently I have to take my Chemistry exam. *I was one point off!!* One. One fucking point. Gr.

Easter candy is addicting.

Keep your fingers crossed for me. xfingersx.

I need to get GUTS and yell at someone. (Ha.) Not really yell...just say what I am thinking. Why do I have SUCH difficulty at that, yet I can type it all up in a second?

Oh, I got my banner up and running. THANK YOU my hero!

When I was young I knew everything

She's a punk who rarely ever took advice

Now I'm guilt stricken sobbing with my head on the floor

Stop a babies breath and a shoeful of rice, No

Can't be held responsible

Cause she was touching her face

I won't be held responsible

She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me

I can not remember

What made us think that we were wise and we never compromise

For the life of me

I can not believe we'd ever die

For these sins

We were merely freshmen

My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her

His girl took a week worth of Valium and slept

And now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor

Thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says

Can't be held responsible

Cause she was touching her face

I won't be held responsible

She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me

I can not remember

What made us think that we were wise and we never compromise

For the life of me

I can not believe

We'd ever die for these sins

We were merely Freshmen

Hey Yah Eee Hah Eee Hah Eee Yah

Hey Yaaah Hey Yah Eee Hah Eee Yah

We tried to wash our hands of all of this

We never talk of our lack in relationships

And how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor

We fell through the ice

When we tried not to slip

We'd say

Can't be held responsible

Cause she was touching her face

And I won't be held responsible

She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me

I can not remember

What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise

For the life of me

I can not believe we'd ever die for these sins

We were merely Freshmen

For the life of me

I can not remember what made us think that we were wise

and we'd never compromise

For the life of me

I can not believe we'd ever die for these sins

We were merely Freshmen

We were merely Freshmen

We were only Freshmen...

...Don't know what made me start listening to that song again, but...

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