Anyways, so today, Chaela called me and woke me up and we went to the Y. Then, I got home and swam. A great summer day so far.

FUCK YOU.

I didn't fucking invite anyone to read this. I didn't ask anyone to read shit on here. Come to think of it, the only time I ask someone to even look at my diary is when I post a new layout and I ask Katie to see if there's something wrong with it.

FUCK YOU.

I don't know why I'm going to explain myself to some anonymous assholes, but I guess I don't really have anything better to be doing.

On the Soccer Issue:

FUCK YOU. I don't *want* to be "best friends" with anyone on the team. I have my group of friends. But it would be nice to be able to at least TALK to some people on the team. And, granted, I do have people I can talk to on the team. (I'm not naming any names...) I have people that, if I honestly wanted to, I could hang out with. But, I don't want to!! I like my friends. I never had a true amount of fun when I went and hung out with the people from the team. That's not their fault. It's no one's fault that we're different. I by FAR don't want to be in the spotlight, either. That's other people's spots. I do love the game, but I'm not going to be playing past HS, so why should I keep playing? There are many people that can sit down, watch a UT game and say they *love* football, and never have stepped FOOT on the field. That doesn't mean they don't love the game. they might not have the same appreciation for it that someone like Travis Stephens has for it, but nonetheless, they love the game. I don't see WHY I should force myself to enjoy it. I don't see why I should bust my ass for a team that I don't like spending time with.

So, on that note FUCK YOU.

On the 'Making People Feel Sorry For Me' Issue:

If I wanted people to feel sorry for me, I'd go around walking, talking, and acting like someone just killedmy best friend. I'd tell everyone "Hey!! Read my diary!!". But I don't, dumbass. I write here because its the one place I can get what's on my mind off of my mind. So, if you don't like it, don't fucking read it. Wow...that may very well be a difficult concept for you to comprehend, but that's the best one I can give.

So, in conclusion:

FUCK YOU.