On Friday, I went to the game with Chaela and then we went to DQ and talked. It was fun. Especially since it seems like C and I have been spending less and less time together. But, so far, we've done pretty well at staying close. Which is a lot harder than one would think since we're in different classes & don't ever see each other.
Anyways, on Saturday, I woke up bright and early and the F.4. drove to Louisville. Even though it rained all day, we still managed to have fun. We went to 6 Flags, St. Matt's, and the skatepark. It was a lot of fun. The rode home was pretty fun, too, including the getting lost & winding up in Indiana part.
Yesterday, Newbie came over and we watched a movie. Or two. And we celebrated my uncle's birthday even if its not until Tuesday. But, as usual, Newbie and I fought. And he left with no words and then hung up on me and then, when he came back to get the movie he left, he just grabbed it and left. I am so...speechless. Confused maybe. Sad. Frustrated. Worried. Numb.
"I begged you not to go. I begged you, I pleaded. Claimed you as my only hope. And watched the floor as you retreated."