Anyways, I had a very restless sleep last night. I kept waking up an saying to myself, "As I softly rub your arm, I can feel the static between us. Electricity." I hate him, but I love him. I feel hurt. But I am not 100% positive that everything they said was true, but why the hell would the blatanly LiE about it?
I have to keep my mouth shut and that is killing me.
I need to go to the Y!