you wont read these words.
[ 2003-09-22 - 9:29 p.m.]

again. this is how bored i am.

- M E -

.x. [my name is]: rach.

.x. [in the morning i am]: tired but i talk a lot.

.x. [all i need is]: someone to finally love me. man. that should be an emo lyric. hm. maybe it is? im pretty lame.

.x. [love is]: nonexistant.

.x. [im afraid of]: people touching my wrists.

.x. [i dream about]: everything.

- Y E S . O R . N O -

.x. [you keep a diary]: sad story. yes.

.x. [you like to cook]: i love it x 100.

.x. [you have a secret you have not shared with anyone]: no. but i have some secrets most of you would like to hear. ask me.

.x. [you fold your underwear]: i just stuff it in the drawer. wait. thats not hott. 'i dont wear underwear.' is THAT hott?

.x. [you talk in your sleep]: no. i bet it would be funny though.

.x. [you set your watch a few minutes ahead]: no.

.x. [you believe in love]: most of the time.

- T H E . L A S T -

.x. [movie you rented]: fargo and high fidelity.

.x. [movie you bought]: sleeping beauty.

.x. [song you listened to]: transatlantism - DCFC.

.x. [song that was stuck in your head]: the pharmacist - HRC.

.x. [song you've downloaded]: shooting stars - ozma.

.x. [cd you bought]: wow. bought? i didnt know people still did that.

.x. [cd you listened to]: "music that sings me sleep." mix.

.x. [person you've called]: miss annelise.

.x. [person that's called you]: mom.

.x. [TV show you've watched]: 7th heaven.

.x. [person you were thinking of]: kristen.

- D O -

.x. [you wish you could live somewhere else]: yes.

.x. [you think about suicide]: the last time i did was almost 2 months ago and i never will, so no.

.x. [others find you attractive]: negatore.

.x. [you want more piercings]: no. done with that.

.x. [you want more tattoos]: yes.

.x. [you drink]: yes. (corona light, killas.)

.x. [you do drugs]: yes. stupid police and their drug dogs.

.x. [you smoke]: no. not yet, anyhow.

.x. [you like cleaning]: not really.

.x. [you like roller coasters]: one of my top 10 favorite things.

.x. [you write in cursive or print]: all lowercase print.

.x. [you carry a donor card]: no.

.x. [you have a crush on somebody]: sad story.

- H A V E . Y O U . E V E R -

.x. [pictured your crush naked?]: uhm. no.

.x. [actually seen your crush naked]: no.

.x. [fucked]: wow. personal.

.x. [had sex]: true story.

.x. [made love]: if thats what you want to call it.

.x. [been in love]: yes.

.x. [cried when someone died]: yes.

.x. [lied]: i dont like liars.

.x. [fallen for your best friend]: actually, this is one of the few things i have yet to do.

.x. [been rejected]: yes. how many times in a row now? 3.

.x. [rejected someone]: yes.

.x. [used someone]: never EVER have never EVER will.

.x. [been cheated on]: yes. many times.

.x. [done something you regret]: yes.

-N U M B E R-

.x. [of times i have had my heart broken]: once. twice. three times.

.x. [of hearts i have broken]: one.

.x. [of boys i have kissed]: since high school...um. about 5. 6?

.x. [of girls i have kissed]: 2.

.x. [of continents i have lived in]: 1.

.x. [of drugs taken illegally]: 2.

.x. [of close friends]: i have the best friends ever. 5.

.x. [of cd's that i own]: a lot.

.x. [of scars on my body]: 3.

.x. [of things in my past that i regret]: ask me.

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